Who Will Survive in America!

Listenin’ to Aston..Martin…music.. taking my klonopin, relaxing in the office and heading to bed. Productive evening

If you’re going to come in pissed off that your database queries are locked, make sure you optimized your database first, so you don’t look like a complete idiot. sigh…”developers”

I sit in my office every day for the most part, and especially at night. I have caught on to the normality of hearing ambulance, and emergency vehicle sirens every day. Living right down the street from a hospital, you have to get used to this kind of thing. However when I really stop and listen, and think about it. That blaring, inconvenient noise, is somebody’s life in danger. At that very point in time, that exact moment…an actual human being is clinging to the concept of life, and will do anything to remain on this earth. Sometimes they come through, other times they perish. And when I grasp this idea, yeah it’s depressing, its sad, its knowing the fact that we have an expiration date. But it tells me that what we do with the resources, and skills we have in this life…it matters. It defines who we are, what we are to become. Without it, well we mid as well be purposeless beings, stranded in our little corners of the world, of our lives, waiting for something to take us away. 

Where will you be, when the world consumes who we are.

Everybody needs to vent a little now and again, don’t you figure? Some of us are privileged enough to vent to you in the boys’ room stalls and the rest of us have to settle for less conventional methods. Like, I don’t know a bottle of booze and a handgun.  

-Robert Downey Jr.